The 2009 has been a very harsh year, with this whole new experience that has been being a university student.
I have been through a lot of surprises, good things and bad things.
A lot of challenges had arrived to my life, and now I have to prove myself that I am totally and completely capable of getting my life goals, so I can become a great teacher, who loves their students, and that they love me back.
The experience that is going to give me this specific university would make me the best tools to become what I want, and to be happy with my professional life.
The first semester was full of things to face up. I had to get used to the standard ways to do the things. I had to learn how to manage myself on the university ambient, like meeting the faculty, to know the places where you have to do the things when you are a freshman year.
The first day I did not know how to do or where to go, and I hated that everything was so slow. And it took me a lot of work to do all the paperwork by myself, because until that I have never done anything without the help of my parents. But this taught me how to grow and be more independent that I was before.
Regarding with the subjects I was scared to death because the names of them sounded like if they were very difficult like Philosophy, Sociology, Psychology, Human development, etc. But while the time was passing by I could adapt myself and I discovered that I should not have been scared ever, because if you dedicate enough time to read all the texts and go to class, you can keep up easily, and get involved with the subjects.
I did it well because I pass all the classes without having exam. That made me feels secure about myself, and gave me more confidence about what I can do.
The second semester I have took it easy; I was relaxed, considering the experience of the past semester. I have already known most of the teachers and some of the subject’s dynamics were the same as before. This affected me a lot, and brought me too much negative things. Because I thought that everything was going to be very easy, and it was not, so I got my first bad marks and now I have to do almost all the exams. Fortunately any of my averages are bad grades, it was lack of hundredths.
In conclusion I have learned many important things. Between them are how did I get used to these whole new system. And I have to admit that I was very nervous, I felt kind of miserable because of the prestige of our institution, and the social burden that comes with the careers. I thought I was not going to be able to do it. But I realized that you have to put a lot of effort to literally survive inside this system.
I am a freshman year and to become a really great teacher, where I am going to have the most important responsibility ever, taking care and guiding little children so they can develop their best faculties and abilities I still got to pass 4 years more, so I have to give the best of myself to made my wish come true.